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“Wisdom that will bless I, who live in the spiral joy born at the utter end of a black prayer.” • — Keiji Haino
“The subject of human creativity is not an ethnic-centric, but a composite subject.” • — Anthony Braxton
“… It is not my mode of thought that has caused my misfortunes, but the mode of thought of others.” • — The Marquis de Sade

Thursday, March 28, 2024

Learning As Pleasure.

 

A racist worker at Tabaqueira, as always, the stupids do not know me but hate me with passion, anyway, referring to the title of this blog, says scornfully, loud enough for me to be able to hear — Having to be learning for the rest of your life?
Meaning. It Is a waste of time. While he was heading for an upgrade course.

Why would anyone see it as his or her obligation to shut you down regarding things you did not ask them about or of which they have no grasp?

- Envy and projection.


I still remember vividly when a relative knew about my myopia. She laughed loudly with joy.
I only started wearing glasses in my last year in high school. After accidentally reading about myopia. After which, my interrogations about the said laugh cease. 
I knew the laugh was ominous.

Why did she not tell me to go see an ophthalmologist?
Because she saw it as a detriment, from which her daughters could have a leg on me.


- Envy and projection.




















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